dear diary

dear diary
today has been a good day
i woke up and then, with my new (fake) ipod headphones, i listened to vampy weekend
and then - because my dad turned the freezer up, i ate yoghurt and banana, which had frozen in our very cold freezer
and then i went to the fete, around the block. and i bought a big teddy (my mom: "omgg it could have lice!!!) and an umbrella. and i bought clothes (my mom, examining the dress i bought to dress up as luna lovegood: "this is nice, i'll have it when you're done. cute). and then i spent a dollar on a top with a label saying 130 dollars.
and then i came home and saw there was an all day friends marathon on tv
and then my dad took me to get a free slurpee, and he even drove us to another seven 11, because there was a line at ours.
and i bought my favourite gum.
and now im at home, lazing over a chem exam, and listening to my mom struggling through doing 300 reports on the computer.
in 15 minutes, im going to watch more friends.

and then, in 8 days and 45 minutes, ill be done with these sillly silly exams. and free from this hold that vce has upon my life. soo many things im going to do. eight days eight days eight days
im sure though, itll come, and then ill be like, "then what?" but i dont care, i want to be bored and play sims and read books and watch endless hours of tv and movies and walk and run and cycle on my bike with a basket, and go places. yeah, i want to do that, cos im young and i can. although it may seem strange, and i can feel a tide of abuse in response, i really like teenage dreams by katy perry. it makes me happy, and excited to be a teenager. of course, this excitement is somewhat stunted in the vice-grip of vce, but soon soon. and then, another song like that: young blood, by the naked and famous, i love too.

We’re only young and naive still
We require certain skills
The mood it changes like the wind
Hard to control when it begins

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Can’t help myself but count the flaws
Claw my way out through these walls
One temporary escape
Feel it start to permeate

We lie beneath the stars at night
Our hands gripping each other tight
You keep my secrets hope to die
Promises, swear them to the sky

so much life is coming, i can tell
hurry up already

love
eeyi
xoxo