It was a sweaty day, the clouds had
scattered. The air shimmered and the concrete inched away. The leaves waved in
sorry resignation, yearning for salvation.
I killed the tomato tree. I was the
culpable suspect. It was beyond any redemption. In that sparse concrete
backyard adorned only with washing line twine and faded Chinese lanterns, the
tomato tree had provided a burst of something beautiful. A red against grey,
cool even in this messy heat.
He lightly brushed his fingers over the withered
branches and they crumbled to dust. There was no saving it, and there was no
saving them either.
The sky was too blue to look into, so they
looked at each other. Black eyes, he had black eyes. They laughed at the dying
tomatoes.
They’d fish for sour pickles with a bent
spoon, bodies pressed and the smell of brine bitter. It was futile, they knew,
but they’d persevere until she would push him away and reach into the glass jar
with cool fingers.
They ate pickles in the kitchen, pressed
against the cold marble. He’d pause, sometimes, for just a beat, a crunch of
the vegetable. They’d eat pickles and his mother’s avocado dip in the quiet of
the night. A silent and dark house but a dimmed kitchen with hungry youth.